I think going forward i should change the way i act towards people, be less annoying and needy, not being a burden and making people get tired of me and hate me.
I refuse to be to ever be a problem to others and ruin their lives or mess things up for them. Im sick of being the odds one out and understanding people. I wish so much to be normal and the way i am currently, i hate myself and wish i was a better person for the people around me.
Edit: im still been holding back tears and trying not to cry.
Interestincident938
Well do not hate yourself forgive yourself and well i am sure you are not as annoying and needy as you make yourself out to be, sometimes i do not know why but we will lie to ourselves about things like this but they aren’t true and even if they are true i forgive you and i am sure everyone else will too