Nut butter.

I don't mean to keep venting but I still feel conflicted about things and I dont know what to do anymore. I just wish I can end these types of emotions and stop wasting my time on being sad all the time and stop becoming so easily attached to others.

How do people get over past friendships ? Especially if you feel that you put in alot of energy In trying to fix it and make it better while showing alot of care .

For anyone who is concerned, im not in danger to myself or anything like that, I dont want to open up on things but im just struggling and finding ways to aid myself. I do have something ill post for an art collab and will keep my work private and share it with friends and start posting regularly at a estimate time. At the end of the day, I deserve better, despite how flawed I am. Take care.

Art might be a little slow, haven't been finding the drive to do it and I was going to be less active on the website unfortunately.

Anyway i can not see a user around without blocking them? I'm still hurting over things and sometimes seeing some users makes me feel "off", kinda the same reason why i feel really shameful and guilty when i see anything undertale or deltarune related. Again I don't want to block these people.

How do you know if people hates you. I know its important to love myself but it's hard to do when i constantly feel others hate me, not just strangers but friends and family.

Got reminded of the banned pokemon seizured episode and find the comments only being opened on YouTube kids hilarious.

Seeing if the scene can give me a seizure and nothing is happening.

Update: have it on max speed and nothing is still happening to me outside of me feeling a little funny.

How do you know if someone loves you?

Had a rough night, felt really alone