Maybe its just me but i think im slowly finding less ways to interact with others online and the spark has kinda died out. Is this a bad thing because i used take online seriously when i had my closest friends online but now that I've been kicked out by them i guess i just had trouble finding a friend group via online. That and i just view going online as entertainment at most. Maybe i wasn't made for all of this social media stuff and making new friends online and keeping friends online who wont ditch me for not "changing "

At the same time, i cant help but to feel lonely, staying up at night hoping to find someone to talk to so things would be less quiet.

P.s i might rebuy minecraft on my switch, maybe that will help with mental or stress stuff, maybe i can get it cheap at the pawn shop i sold it at.