I want to try and get my life in order as I feel im not really in the place I want to be, it's not even a case of" im not this successful artist like I've wanted to be in high school " i can still create things and not be big, I just feel ive wasted a good chunk of my life and I'm only now coming out of the dirt but I still feel im not doing enough, i just want to be happy really and not care about things. But it's been kinda hard, especially since I'm not in therpy ar the moment so I don't really much people I can share what's been eating me up inside without me fearing I've said to much or over share.

I just wanna be happy man.