I dont think ill fully understand human or be able to properly connect with one without saying or doing something that makes me looks like a bad person.

Posting some concepts sketches i had for an dnd baddie from a old friend group campaign.

the last three are some of the recent stuff i did of him and his spacee ship.

Please dont go harassing or going out of your way to find these people.

This isn't me starting a hate campaign, its just me posting something i found funny. I dont support witch mobs or anything of the matter.

So just out of curiosity, what do you guyd think qualifies as a bad friend, im doing ok if your wondering but i just feel like chatting.

I was making a fish patty and my mom walked passed me and said " what the fuck is that?"

I cant speak for everyone but i love the way ngs handle the notification animation on the site, i love the flash of orange it displays before popping up and downed and showing you have a new message or someone reacting to my reply, etc.

Every time i see it the first thing that pops in my mind when i see it is the cannon sound effect from super mario 64

https://youtu.be/nWGABw0HUCg?si=eDBAX7uCpLK2IoCG

This is Jerome. He likes eating corn nuts

I dont I'll ever understand people. To be honest i don't think i should be classified as one myself. I dont act normal or behave properly on how i should be. Hopefully ill be able to fix that and be normal so people can love and accept me . Things would be better if everyone left me, im not doing anyone any favors & I'm fucking tired of disappointing people. Ive been trying to hold my tears in for 3 hours at this point.

I think going forward i should change the way i act towards people, be less annoying and needy, not being a burden and making people get tired of me and hate me.

I refuse to be to ever be a problem to others and ruin their lives or mess things up for them. Im sick of being the odds one out and understanding people. I wish so much to be normal and the way i am currently, i hate myself and wish i was a better person for the people around me.

Edit: im still been holding back tears and trying not to cry.

I tried the Google trick on Nintendo switch, was hoping to play Newgrounds games on it but the odds were not in my favor.