I really hope to get a new therapist soon, my mind has been going to weird or dark places and I'm running out of ways of coping with these emotions as I keep sinking back into the past

How do I love myself?

I might need to take a Break from newgrounds or be less active, I haven't been feeling like doing much art and I feel im not myself anymore and as I did some things that will haunt me for a bit, i won't go into but all ill say is I was a dick head and all I hope is that people are able to recover , if worst comes to worst I might need to leave my account but I don't think that will solve anything, at most ill probably log off I think I should go back to my younger roots, maybe just make art for myself and not share it or use this opportunity to work on bigger stuff and not get caught up, at most ill probably play some games on here but i don't think the internet or at least the site have gotten me anywhere good which i take accountability for. for the people I wrong while I except not to be forgiven, I hope you can recover and be around people you can trust and feel comfortable with, i only wish you the best, I don't know when I'll return but all i know I want to be happy this year and starts with trying to be a better man.

May the cosmic stars bright up in the night sky, good bye.

P.s if you wanna stay in touch like on discord, you may dm me.

Trying to make myself happy everyday

When things are going bad, it's important to blame yourself no matter what

For the people who living in L.A and California, please stay safe.

Not sure where i want to go after the collab is done, this year been crap and things have been a little bleak for me. I'm not sure if life is worth continuing sometimes after the year I had

So, don't take this as a vent, but im still holding out hope to find love

I was in a discord call gassing up this little nigga and saying how i would want him to be a serious threat and my friend went into detail on much he sucks and now I hate his playmobli looking ass, if he appears in a next crash game he would just be the next tropys, lacking that simps for them.